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| I don't care about your imperfections,
that's what makes me adore you.
If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cuz I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.
-Ingrid Michaelson
Believe me when I tell you
I'll never do you no harm.
-The Beatles
When I touch you I feel happy inside.
-The Beatles
Yeah nothing could change what you mean to me oh there's lots that I could say but just hold me now cause our love will light the way.
-Bryan Adams
Well I know that it's a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me.
-James Morrison
So how does it happen, great love? Nobody knows...but what I can tell you is that it happens in the blink of an eye. One moment you're enjoying your life, and the next you're wondering how you ever lived without them.
I've been waiting my whole life for the right guy
to come along, and then you showed up,
and you're nothing like the man I imagined.
you're cynical and cranky and impossible,
but the truth is fighting with you is the best thing
that's ever happened to me, and I think there's a very
good chance that I'm falling in love with you.
-27 Dresses
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight.
-Nickelback
My life just doesn't work without you.
-The OC
Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed
that can never be broken. Sometimes you really
can find that one person who will stand by you
no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse
and celebrate it with your dream wedding,
but there's also the chance that the one
person you can count on for a lifetime,
the one person who knows you sometimes better
than you know yourself is the same person who's
been standing beside you all along.
-Bride Wars
You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your love
So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry. | | |
| So remember Dustin that I used to like back in the 8th grade? Guess whose dating him finally...ME! :D ever since Graduation night <3 <3 <3 and my parents love him <3
The best gift you can give someone is a reason to wake up in the morning.
Did my heart love 'til now? Forswear it, sight. For I never saw true beauty 'til this night.
-- Romeo & Juliet by William Shakespeare --
Maybe that's what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a
choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations
stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day
out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at
all.
All I'm gonna have all that you can give me. & I'll give right back everything I have in me. 'Cause nothing ever felt as right as this does right now. I'll go back to before we met, try & erase the past. Try harder to forget 'cause nothing will ever be as good as here & now.
( The Best Thing | Relient K )
There's only us, there's only this. Forget regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road, no other way. No day but today.
There's one in this world for everyone. One heart, one soul to walk beside you. One in this life to share your love. One touch to touch the heart inside you. Wanna reach for each night, wanna trust with your life. That's what I believe - you're the one. You're the one in this world for me.
I’ve kissed a guy, I’ve kissed guys. I just haven’t felt that thing that thing, when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy and the only thing you focus on is that one person. And you realize that that person is the only person you’re supposed to be kissing for the rest of your life and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry cause you feel so lucky that you’ve found it and so scared that it’ll go away, all at the same time
Well, it seems to me that the best relationships -- the ones that last -- are frequently the ones that are rooted in friendship. You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is...suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
Boy, you make me go crazy. & when we're talking, I can't stop smiling. It's the things you do to me, the things you may not even notice that mean the most. Boy, I like you. and right now, I miss you. I wish I could just kiss you. Boy, you've driven me crazy since I met you, and I hope you never stop.
a best friend is someone who changes your life just by being part of it. someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. someone who makes you believe that there is really good in the world. someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. someone that knows what you're saying when you don't say a word. someone you can look to in a certain way, and they know exactly what you're thinking. someone you find ardest to say goodbye to. someone who knows all about you, and loves you anyway. someone who helps you through thick and thin. the first person you go to when you need someone to talk to. someone you will call to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life. they are the shoulder you cry on, because you know that they really care about you. someone you would take a bullet for because it would be too painful to watch them get hurt. someone that will risk their friendship with you, just to make sure you're safe and okay. someone you can always be around, and never get sick of.
There are some things from our high school experiences that we will carry with us for the rest of our lives and some memories that we choose to forget. But when we look back at those experiences, we'll see our friends, the ones who got us through everything, and we'll realize how lucky we are to have them.
Life has only three guarantees. Smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life.
People say I've changed so much, well here's the honest truth, I grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that you can't always be happy, I accepted reality.
There’s some boy out there who’s going to like you for everything you are, including those parts of you that even you don’t like. Those are going to be the things he likes the most.
reach for the stars, stand on your tiptoes, and never tell yourself no. you, yes you, can achieve anything. it may take months, it may take years but when you finally have a firm grasp on that star, the reward is breathtaking.
You know what the best feeling in the world is? Having a best friend, that one person who loves you and never judges you no matter what you matter how badly you fuck up. Someone who you have endless conversations with and can communicate by just using your eyes. That one person who just walks in your house, opens the fridge and grabs whatever they want out. Lastly it’s that person who knows so much about you that they could ruin your life in a second. But you trust them with your life and you know that they will never ever do that no matter what.
Let's face it... we've changed. We all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed -- some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall, or the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we'll be friends forever.
I really enjoy spending time with you, even if we're just going to be sitting around and talking about nothing. There are a million things I love about you, like your nose or the way you smile, the way you look me in the eye, too. And I just get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh. I feel as if my company makes you happy and that's what I wish for you. For you to be happy. And when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it just makes me want to spend the rest of my life with you so I can see that smile on your face.
Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel always. Be you, and be okay with it.
I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t make you hold her bags, but would rather hold your hand instead. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile.
live with no regrets. be strong in your faith. tell people you love them. laugh out loud often. dont worry about tomorrow,for it will come and go before we know it. kiss and tell, get your hair done, drive like a maniac, and be confident and strut your stuff; cause in the end all the worries wont seem so big.
"I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all, I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing." -Agatha Christie
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don't notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realise everything has. People you thought that were going to be there forever aren't, and people you never imagined you'd be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.
She's a summer girl. She likes things simple and she hates drama. She wishes that she could wear flip-flops year round and she hates being cold. She's moody during the winter cause things are usually falling apart. But then summer comes, it always does and she realizes that she has true friends, and that nothing can beat those summer days and nights that are spent with the waves crashing and the sand between her toes.
“It’s more than just a mission. You hear, but you don’t listen. You better pay attention, and get what you’ve been missing. Too many times I’ve been wrong, I guess being right takes too long. I’m done waiting, there’s nothing left to do, but give all that I have to you. And I better find your love, and I better find your heart. And, I bet if I give you all my love, then nothing’s going to tear us apart.”
-- Drake--“Find Your Love” --
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| I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away
-your love is my drug;kesha.
I don't think you're knowing how hard this is for me
I'm not the type to say sorry constantly
So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees
But still you just stood there as you stared at me
Your ego is getting old, how did you get so cold?
-ice;lights.
You said yourself that you were done with this.
I believed you. It's the trust I miss.
When my eyes start to tear, you'll remain part of everything.
I am your friend. Talk to me, tell me anything.
I love you despite everything.
im not myself anymore, and i miss the person i used to be.
she was strong, fearless and happy.
only because she had you by her side.
-cantstopmyshine.
I opened up to you completely and knowing there is something you have that you're not telling me,
it scares me, it hurts me. It makes me feel not good enough.
I know I shouldn't push you to tell me, but that's what I'm here for
, to hear your problems. But I can't help if you don't let me in.
i hate the fact that i see you ten yards away, yet i pass you like you're invisible. i act like im to preoccupied to notice , but i miss those cute little smiles, head nods, and our singnature peace sign. I'm afraid that if i do say hi, all those feeling that i keep hidden are going to come back, when i was just learni...ng to be okay with it. i cant fall for you again, but you're making that difficult.
she doesn't know what she wants anymore,
all she knows is who she wants,
and thats the boy who doesn't love her back
Good fucking luck," I wanted to say.
"Trying to find someone who cares like I do.Who understands like I do.
Who is forgivinglike I am. Who will get your every quirk and positively adore it like I do.
And when you realize that that's not out there,good fucking luck finding me where you left me."
"no matter what you do to me, i'm still here. for some odd reason, i stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. i just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. i make up excuses on why you didn't call, try to think of all the answers. i keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. i don't know if i can do better, but do i really want to? you're quick to push me down when all i want is to be brought up. when i walk out for good, when i really gain the strength i need, then maybe you will see. maybe you can look back and say, "wow that girl really did love me."
Why do girls insist on making themselves upset?
They look at old photographs of the boy they love who doesn't love them anymore
They look at old letters old things they've made each other
They look at things they were given and things that didnt belong to them
They lay in bed listening to songs that remind them & cry themselves to sleep
Why do girls insist on hurting themselves more than the boy already has?
And you should know, please believe me
Ive picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But its been so long
-whatcanisay;carrie underwood.
The greatest irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right & finding out you love someone after that person walks out from your life & sometimes you think you're already over a person but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love, love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much & the other was being loved too little as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. Here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting to much. Give up when love isn't enough, & move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love you even more, surely then, you will know true love.
watching you walk out of my life does not
make me bitter or cynical about love,
but rather makes me realize that if
i wanted so much to be with the wrong
person, how beautiful it will be when
the right one comes along.
"did you honestly give up on me, to be with her?"
trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry
in the shower so no one can hear you.
I know what it's like to wait for everyone
to be asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you
just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.
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I can see she left you
With your heart wide open
But I can be your shelter
When the wind starts blowing
So don't be afraid
Of what's in front of you
Cause I know I'm strong enough
To carry us through.
-the cure; jordin sparks.
so pull me closer and kiss me harder.
i don't care how wrong it is,
because baby, i’m at home in your arms.
She’s completely unexplainable
You think she’d a good girl, but when you get to know her, she’s everything.
She’s crazy. She’s funny. She’s honest.
& you’ll never know what she will do next.
I'm not afraid to try again, I'm just
afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
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| "You were never meant to mean this much to me. "
I’ve tried to forget you. I’ve tried to move on. But every time I get anywhere close, memories come flooding back to me. People ask me what ever happened between us… I don’t know how to answer them. Truth is… I don’t even know what happened between us. One second we were great, the next you were gone.***
(c)Ctuskey
That was so much like him, just to come over here on a totally random night and after barely speaking to me for months and months, just pick up where he left off completely messing with my mind.
yesterday you asked me how ive been, i lied and said
"ive been doing pretty good"
but really inside i was dying to tell you how much of a mess you made me,
how much you hurt me, how much i still think about you,
how much i wish i was that girl that your in love with &
how much i want to be with you.
[cantstopmyshine]
You know what I want more than anything in the world right now? To talk to you, to be with you, this very instant. I want to sit across from you and look into your eyes and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light. I want to hold your hand in the palm of mine, and trace every line with my fingertips
Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to him. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for his new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says he's online. Or how when I miss him I read the things he told me months and months ago. I really wonder what he would say if he knew he meant that much to me
Whats the point of these hour-long conversations,
those late night texts, laughing together,the locked messages we cant bear to erase,
if you could never feel the way i do?
if you want me in your life,
find a way to put me there,
'cause honestly, i'm sick of trying
youre not sorry, but i will accept your apology just because i want you back in my life*
I let you see a side of me that I do not share with anyone else. Promises are just
words unless they are fulfilled. And I knew from the beginning that all I had to
offer you was my heart, I'm sorry if it wasn't enough.
i've tried forgetting but that didn't work. so i've come to terms with who you are and who you've been. the only thing i wish you could see is what you really could be. your past doesn't make you decide who you are.
and i know you're not sorry, but i've forgiven you.
you don't let people in. it's hard for you, and once you do, you don't want to let them go,
and when they screw up, you're like, 'why did you do that to me?' i gave you my feelings. i did everything for you; and you screwed me over. [the hills]
he turned around and looked right at me and said nothing. not even hi. it was as if the months we had spent together, the time i spent loving him, just weren't important. as if they never happened
it was like she was only there when it was convenient for him; like she was the gas station,
no one ever visited unless their tank was coming up on empty.
yeah, there were days when she hated him,
and there were days when she was head over heels too. but none of those days mattered because
she could never have him no matter how hard she fell.
it's hard describing heartache. A bad injury and endless pain. If it were a storm
I would compare it to a hurricane. If it were a drink, it would be a strong one.
If it were a sad song, it would be a long one. If it were a color, it would be a
deep blue. Since we're talking about heartache, it would be you.
And when you gave me that kiss, I thought it meant something
Then you stopped calling me, and went out with her.
You're like a monkey bar, and I held on. It was fun at first, just hanging there, feet far off the ground, but then I started to get blisters and my hands they started to sweat and I started to slip,but I continued to hold on, adjusting my hands to make them stay, but eventually I figured out that it really was time to let go.
To forget somebody isn't possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time but you don't know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn't find their way.
Psychological fact:
When a person cries and the first drop of tears come from the right eye. It's happiness.
But then the first roll is from the left. It's pain.
there's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. when things change, people change. there's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone trying to fix things, but it's not giving up, you've got to do what's right for you, even if it hurts.**
Because I miss you, when something really good happens, you're the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you're the only one who would've understand. Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you're the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear. I don't know where we went and why we grew apart, but you should know, I miss you.
Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines wish stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise, that's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or size 14. It's doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person. As long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. -Gerard Way
I know we’d both like to forget everything that has happened.
we've become strangers. strangers with a past. lately,
I am realizing that I don’t really miss you.
I miss the way you made me feel. even if it was a lie.
It's hard to get over people, I mean really get over them.
You can start to have feelings for other people,
but it doesn't mean you're over them.
It just means you're moving on.
And when I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side. or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. when I first met you I never thought that I would love you.
At least I expected the disappointment, right?
I mean, I can't say I was surprised you hurt me once again.
But I can't say it hurt any less, either*
Everything I think of you changes constantly. I love you, I hate you, I need you, I want you, I am so much better off without you, you don't deserve me, you're everything to me. There are times I think I can get over you, & times when I know I can't. There are times I flirt with other guys, & think maybe something could even blossom there because that guy could love me back. But all my fantasies involving that guy just entail you watching us together; you realizing that I am everything you ever dreamed of, & then my imagination breaks away from all my self control & I imagine you & I together, just like I always have
this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all their love on someone like you, like I did.I ask myself why, and in that same breath, as I watch you, I get my answer. It's everything about you; it's that teasing smile, that warm scent. It's the curve of your arms, the tousle of your hair, the ring of your voice. It's just everything about you.But more than that, it's everything about me. It's everything about the way you make me laugh, cry, smile and hurt. It's everything about the way you make me feel. And that's everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The one... person you know you're better off without, but you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn't know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn't deserve you, but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him.
i do not hate you, and have never hated you.
i was angry at you, depressed by you, and confused about you.
but hate never came into it
No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.
Some may call it stupid. I call it love
"He lied to you a thousand times.
He hurt you twice as much as that &
you're gonna tell me you still love him?
For what, breaking your heart?"
I'll never thought of us in this retro perspective.
I still can't hate you but sure a lot has changed between us.
It's not you I hate, it's the things you've done.
People don't stay in your life forever. Maybe he came in, you loved him, you learned from him, and now there's nothing more for him to teach you. Maybe your time with him is done. Maybe it's really time to just let him go. If he has more to teach you, he'll end up coming back. When you feel like talking to him, look up a new word that describes him in an asshole-ish manner. Keep a list.
You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love.
when you're still smiling about something that happened 6 months ago,
you know there's gotta be more.
I’ve been through so much with you, more than any other guy, and i still want you as much as i did the first time i laid eyes on you. Every time I see you, it's like meeting you for the first time all over again. it's the butterflies in the stomach, the not knowing what to say, but out of all the things you've taught me, there's still one thing i don't know. i don't know how to fall out of love with you. i don't know how to let go and as I stand here looking at you, i wonder if there will ever be a day when i will get over your smile, when i will let go of the hugs you gave me that i continue to feel. A day when i forget the words you said to me forget what you meant to me or forget how much i love you. But, no matter what you did to me or whatever happens to us, i know i could never get over, let go, or forget you. When you care about someone as much as i do you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. i thought i'd handle it just fine and that i'd be happy just to keep you on my mind. But it isn't always that easy. Sometimes the one thing that would please me the most is simply seeing you. i knew that I’d miss you, I just didn't know I’d miss you as much as i do. i want to share my tears with you. i want to share my love with you. i want to share my happiness with you. i want to share my strength with you, my smiles, my frowns, my joy, my loss, my good days, my bad days, the rain, the sunshine, hot cocoa, and the snowflakes. i want to share my life with you. people can just be best friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe, just maybe, forever.
they still want each other; they still need each other more than anything in the world.
They're just taking a long time to figure it all out.
At some point, I think of you. Or, some kind of memory we once shared.It’s like I look at a certain thing, hear a certain song or even eat a certain food,and suddenly I am reminded of you, the times we shared,the conversations we had, and the best friend you used to be.I know I ruined it and I’m sorry.Because I still hesitate and the sound of your voice,even hearing your name.Because I’m trying my hardest to let thing go back to normal.
I wanna do to you, exactly what you did to me. Lead you on, make you fall, then let you go, effortlessly.
Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed,
and telling myself I had so much time.
Losing you never crossed my mind.
One day, that girl is going to get over you and realize you weren't ever worth her time, tears or energy. And you know what boy, that same day, you're going to realize that you love her and she means everything to you. But by then, it's going to be too little too late.
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| i don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that then nothing at all, but the truth is; to have it half way is harder then not having it at all.
It's funny how the less you talk, the more you begin to realize it was not meant to be. It's funny how slow it began, and how fast it ended. It's funny how in the beginning he liked you, but in the end he like someone else. It's funny how he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.
I'm sorry things went so downhill. We were so sure things were going to be amazing and spectacular, but now I'm starting to see everything I didn't want to believe. I'm sorry I stopped loving you. I'm sorry you did, too. Maybe things aren't meant to be. I'm going to miss you, but it's time we hold our heads high, bite our lips and get over each other. I think it's the best way. Maybe we'll find someone better. Then again, maybe we won't.
Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me. See I've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So let's try this again, and how about the truth this time?
Even though we're no longer together, I still care about you. Not in the same way, of course. But that's me; I won't just leave the one I once loved out alone in the dark.
Don't come back to me, asking for a chance. I gave you one, you were just too blinded by her to see it. So when I finally find someone who I could possibly fall in love with don't come by saying I never gave you a chance. I gave you one, a big one. I was in love with you for so long. I waited, but I'm done waiting.
Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you, and every song I heard somehow related to you; but it hasn't just been one day, it's been days.
It's probably the wrong time to tell you this, but, well, maybe it's the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us now. I can't even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can't either, but I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I'll always be here for you. All you have to do is ask.
Well, I know it's over but I still have feelings. I still get a prickly sensation that runs up my spine when I see you. You just try not to look at me, you try not to see the pain that is written all over my face. Instead, you laugh and have a good time. I don't know how, I can't read your face. I don't know what you're feeling and honestly that bothers me more than anything, but I keep going and for some reason you won't let me fall out of love with you. It scares me because I don't want to be in love with you, but I guess I am. I am very much so in love with you. One of those that you can't fall out of love. It's pretty lame, I know. I just want to know what you do behind my back, when I don't see you. You're probably with her, you forgot about me already - but I guess that okay, I'm better off without you.
You know what is the difference between promises and memories? We break promises, whereas memories break us.You kiss a hell of a lot better than you listen. Maybe that's why I can't get enough of you. It's true when they say old habits are hard to break, but you'll always remain nothing but my most tempting mistake.
I want to be hard for you to forget, I want to have the kind of impact on you where you know you'll never find anyone who can take my place, because that's what you are to me. I want it to hurt like hell when you see me. I want you to feel what you put me through.
It’s got to the point when hanging out seems to be a chore, when talking involves too much effort, when the butterflies are gone, and when we kiss it only feels like your lips on mine.
(c)cantstopmyshine.
I remember accidental brushing of arms. I remember the street light that started it all. I remember sitting on street corners, your fingers intertwined in mine. I remember you saying you would never let me fall. I remember the I love you's. I remember the gift, the surprise, the delight. I remember the goodbye. The I miss you's, wish I could kiss you. I remember the confession. I remember the sleepless nights. I remember the fights. I remember the floor, the couch, the chair. I remember the talk. I remember the war. I remember the tears. I remember the numb, the unconscious, the vacancy. I remember the last goodbye, the last touch. I remember you. Do you even remember me?
While I'm busy looking up at the balloon, I've realized that there's an ice cream melting on my hand. Makes sense? Don't look for something better when you already got the sweetest.
its funny how the first meaningful thing you said to me was; "i promise i will never hurt you" and now months later, the most hurtful thing i will ever hear come out of your mouth is "i cant do this anymore." You just gave up and walked away. Why? i thought i was good enough for you, you even told me yourself;i watched the words come out of your mouth. and you know what? we could have been something extraordinary, we could have completed each other & i hope you regret this decision. Dont tell me you never felt the butterflies and the lovesick feelings. The way you would look me in the eyes and call me beautiful. It all meant something, you promised wed be together. Now because of you, the next thing someone promises me. I will not believe it. It kills me. I thought i would be okay, that i would be able to move on this time. But no..i miss you so much. I am the one for you, i can make you laugh, we can have endless conversations & it felt so right, it still feels right. you even admitted it. but then she walked back in your life, and you gave it all up. For her. But trust me..she will hurt you again, just like she has the other five hundred times. But you know i would never intentionally hurt you. If you decide to take me back. I dont know if i could let you in again because anyone that chooses someone else over me is not worth it. *fuck..someone give me a good song i can blast to get him out of my head
(c)cantstopmyshine.
Maybe in five or ten, yours and mine will meet again and straighten this whole thing out. Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy, but this is the distance and this is my game face. There's really no way to reach me, cause I'm already gone.
Believe me when I say you changed me for the better. From now on I look at love differently. I will no longer throw the word around and I will no longer fall for it so easily. I will be careful with my heart so it doesn't break again, for if it does it may never come back. I thank you for making me realize I have my own two feet I can stand on, and I don't need a man to make me proud of myself. I know you thought I would not take this well and crawl back to you the second I got a chance, but I'm stronger. And this is my new challenge and I will defeat it. Thanks for helping me realize I'm strong on my own.
I looked back on us today, and I honestly don’t know why I missed you, and why I wanted you back. Sure, at the beginning we were kids rushing into things we had no idea what about, but slowly, instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less, and the more I loved you, the less I loved myself. But now I’m free, and I’m not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, but there’s no way I’m ever going back. So goodbye, my first love. Thank you for being such a fabulous waste of time.
If he honestly cared about you one bit he wouldn’t have left. Not the first time, not the second time, not ever
don't give up, okay? I know you've been hurt, I know how it feels. believe me, I do. but the feeling will pass, the tears will stop falling, your heart will heal itself. I promise you it will, so hold on and don't let go. don't lose hope because I promise you'll find someone who will treat you right the way, the way he never did. someone who will never ever leave you the way he did. he'll be worth the wait, so hang in there because I love you and I want you to be happy.
One day i found this pen, my favorite pen. It would write beautifully until it ran out of ink. I kept it for a little afterward, hoping maybe the ink didnt run out and it would start working again. I had been told many times that the pen had no use anymore and i should let it go. So one day, I had to let go. But all along,You were my pen.
As great as we could have been, we weren't. And there's no point of dwelling on what we could have had 'cause it won't happen. You didn't waste your time, I did.
on the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. her reply was, "I don`t miss you, I miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on Saturday nights when we couldn`t be together, the guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came over after every fight, the guy who told me I looked like a rose, that`s the guy I miss.
I wish you knew how much this hurts. How every second of every day I'm holding my stomach & fighting back tears. Just for one day, I wish you could feel how I felt and maybe you'd change your mind.
i just have to grasp the fact that you might as well be dead. the person i'm in love with isn't here anymore. just replaced, by a cold-hearted asshole. but some times, once in a while... i see this tiny glimmer of who you used to be. and it makes me miss you. no.. it makes me miss who you were. but the thing is, i hate who you are now. so much, i never wanna see you again
It was him not fighting for me. I gave him the ultimatum and he let me walk away. I didn't want a life separate from him, and that's all he could give me. It's like he is driving a car and I just want to be in the passenger seat. He's locked the door and I have to hold onto the bumper. I am not even asking him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in, but he didn't do that. So I am hanging on to the bumper and life goes on and the car goes on, and I get really badly bruised and I'm hitting potholes. And it hurts. It really hurts. So yesterday I had to let go of the bumper. Because it hurts too much.
-Gilmore Girls
It’s not the broken heart that keeps you going back. Oh no, its the days that have gone by and you just want him by your side. Its how when something funny happens, you want to tell him, just to see his smile one last time. But he's not there and you can't change that. No matter how many tears you seem to cry, no matter how hard you try, he's not coming back. So its time to grab that suitcase and leave. Just to get out of this place and out of this town. Because if he's not coming; then you're not staying here. Not even if it means breaking something new; because even though it’s not everything, it’s still something bigger than you're used to. But it’s not your fault. It’s his. He left, he said goodbye. You can show him the truth and show him where to stick it. Because even though it doesn't seem like it, this made you stronger, this made you be more of yourself. And nothing can replace that.
You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, it doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.
You can't waste time over missing something in the past. Life changes, people grow up and grow apart, and you accept that. Yet you still can't stop thinking of how good it used to be; afraid you'd never experience it again, afraid you've already lived it and already lost it.
because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. you have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.
you could see it in her eyes. when someone talked about
him when she saw him, she loved him and it killed her.
i can erase you from my phone, my facebook & my email. but i can never erase you from my mmind, all the good times, the memories we shared, will always be there. you may act like you forgot all about me, but i damn right know,just by the way you look at me that you think about how badly you fucked up everytime you see me.
(c)cantstopmyshine.
You asked what’s really going on with me, and I didn’t know what to say at first. I thought of everything I had been through. I thought of how many times I cried over you. Just last night, even. I thought of the way my heart speeds up every time I see you, just to get disappointed. I thought of how nervous I am, every time I feel that you’re around me. I thought of the way you mess with me, treating me amazingly one day, and ignoring me the next. I thought about the tears that were now rising in my throat. I bit my tongue and told you nothing was going on. But, everything was going on.
"He reached for her hand, "I don't want to lose you." His voice was almost a whisper.
She could feel the tears and she fought them back.
"But you don't want to keep me either?" To that he had no response."
At some point you have to realize that he doesn't care,
and maybe you're missing out on someone who does.
It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have said a million times. You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to say.
one day when you're happy with your life and just enjoying it, you'll get an unexpected text. maybe by this time you've already forgotten his number, maybe not. and it'll be him, wanting to "talk". wait, hold up. remember all those tears you shed, while he shed none. remember those corny pick up lines, remember the hurt. look at how happy you are now. yeah, that's what i thought. don't answer that text.
you remind me of when i was first learning to ride a bike. i would fall, get back up, wipe of the dirt & put a band aid over the wounds. I keep falling for you, over and over again. each time, the same thing happens..i get hurt then immediately get back up & try again. but i cant simply place a band aid over my heart to relive the pain. i need some help to fix it, i need you. but youre way too busy chasing after her to notice.
remember when i was love sick. you block out everyone. you feel so tired, because you haven’t slept in forever. you know that he’ll be in your dreams, but you don’t want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either. you’re starving, but you can’t eat because you’re starving for him and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart. even your clothes remind you of him what you wore when you hung out. you can still smell him all over them, even though his scent hasn’t been there for long. you wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you’d be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. you’re online, he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away, but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying anything to him. you stop talking to your friends, and they get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse because they think they know, but they don’t. they don’t have a damn clue.
Life was too short to be with someone who wasn’t quite right,
someone who made you think more than they made you feel.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that.
but I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
I don't want him out of my life forever. I don't want
to forget about him. I don't want him to forget me.
I really, really don't.
i dont even specifically like you. i dont like anybody.
i don't even miss you. i just like the feeling of having
somebody around that i can kiss whenever i want
How many girls have been suffering along with me this past year? Laying in their beds in the middle of the night, thinking about you, wondering if whatever little moment they had shared with you that day really meant something, praying you’d talk to them on facebook. You’ve made pathetic fools out of all of us.
Don't promise me forever. Just love me day by day.
No one knows the future. We're young, but that's okay.
All I want, is just one day together. Just you and me.
Nobody else. And if you can swear to me after
that day that you don't feel a thing for me, then i'll finally let you go.
ive been through a lot of never ending goodbyes, i dont want to let you go; but i need to. You're hurting me so bad, my body aches. Im sick and tired of repeatedly hearing 'sorry' come out of your mouth, no more second chances, i wont accept your apology anymore. goodfuckingbye.
(c)cantstopmyshine.
Yeah, you broke my heart. But I'll grow out of it eventually.
Oh, but you, you lost the one thing that was there for you always.
And that, you'll never grow out of.
remember the day you looked me in the eyes and said
"babe, i promise im not like the other guys; i wont leave."
so much for keeping all your promises, because where
are you now when i need you the most?
(c)cantstopmyshine.
It wasn't suppose to hurt this much. She was suppose to be over
him, move on, stop caring. But God fucking damn it, it hurts so bad.
"Dear Boy, So maybe you & I were supposed to end this way, both going in our own directions. We are two completely different people and no matter how hard we tried, we couldn't overcome our differences. No, I'm not sad that it's over between us, but yet I'm not happy either. We had something special, but in the end the sparks just didn't cut it. Anyways, I'm mostly writing this letter to tell you I've met someone else, someone else who can make me smile & give me butterflies. Someone who reaches for my hand first and likes to just cuddle, just like you did. He knows that I love it when boys hold the door open for me ,or tell me how beautiful i am & how I love to joke around. He makes me happier then I've been in a long time. Maybe he could be the one, who knows? But Boy, I want to thank you, you showed me what love was, what love meant. I hope someday you find the perfect girl, because obviously I never was and never will be; at least not for you. I wish you all the love & happiness in the world; all I ever wanted was for you to be happy and I guess now, I'm finally getting my wish. Goodbye boy, never forget me. Sincerely, Me"
i could forgive you and forget everything that happened. but that
wouldnt make it any better. we'll never be able to go back to the way it
used to be. you had the world in your hands, but instead you threw it
away. so dont expect me to feel sorry for something that was your own fault.
as great as we have been, i think that i would be better off if i let you go. see, you know you have me, but i can't say the same for you. i don't know if i have you, or if i ever will. that's what breaks my heart. i can't spend my entire life waiting for you, just to decide what you want, or if you think we'll make it. i just can't. so for now, i'm saying goodbye.
And boy, I get it now. I'm only allowed to talk to you when she's not around. Oh, and when you ditch me to go flirt with her, I'm not suppose to care. And when you act like an ass cause she's there, just go along with it. And when she decides to break your heart once again, I'm suppose to be there to comfort you. Well listen the hell up - I'm tired of being your second choice and I'm fucking done.
it was never really fair how close you let me get to you,
and how you so abruptly shoved me back out of your life.
We go to school every day. We learn pointless things, but we are
never taught how to love ourselves. We aren't taught how to make
moments last. But I think the most unfair thing, is that at the
end of high school, we are tested on something that we were never taught.
We have to stand in front of each other and say goodbye.
promise me. that's all i want. just a promise that you will never forget me. tell me i've changed you somehow. let me know that i had an impact on your life. promise me that you'll always remember me. losing you was hard enough. but, i don't want to go on knowing i meant absolutely nothing to you.
I feel so much better now that you're gone forever i tell myself that
i don't miss you at all i'm not lying , denying that i feel so much
better now that you're gone forever .
play in the pouring rain. dance when theres no music. walk barefoot in the sand.
lay under the stars. love like no other. sharesecrets with friends. laugh until
it hurts, and remember, every minute of it, cause you only get one life.
she broke your heart, the heart breaker got heart broken for once. ive dreamed of this day for a long time. now that shes gone, your interested in me..again, you say you want to be with me & your on your knees begging for my forgiveness. Well im not your rebound anymore. Ive moved on. maybe you should start to think & consider other peoples feelings because if you actually did that, i would have taken you back in a heartbeat.
(c)cantstopmyshine
You think I'll sweep my heart up off the floor and give it to you, like so many times before. Well, you're talking to a stranger; I'm not that girl anymore. That girl is long gone. Boy you missed the boat, it just sailed away. Long gone, she's not drowning in her yesterdays. Bet you never thought I'd be this strong. I’m not the kind of girl that keeps making the same mistakes.
don't base your decisions on the advice of people
who don't have to deal with the results.
ever after every bad thing he'd done to me, every lie he'd ever told, every other girl he'd ever kissed, i knew somewhere deep down inside he really did love me, in his own messed up way. because you can't keep coming back to the same person time after time if those feelings aren't there.
Fuck you. It meant nothing and you know it. You never
gave a damn about me. It was all pretend. It was all lies.
nobody understands how much i miss you. how much i miss how we used to talk && miss all the things we used to do. nobody knows that i still wake up thinking of you every day, i still dream of you and how much i really wanna be with you. nobody understands that i would give up everything i have to be everything we're not.
I'm done trying. I've tried, and I've tried, and I'm done trying, it's
just not worth it anymore. If you don't care, then I won't bother.
i called because i wanted you to know that despite everything, i still think about the
way it was in the beginning and the first time we met and the time i smiled when you held me.
Some women choose to follow men and some choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up in the morning and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore.
- Lady Gaga
i want you to remember me someday,i want you to hear our song at some random moment,
and i want you to feel a stabbing pain go right through the middle of your heart. and for that fleeting
moment in time, i want you to feel like i did.
Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything & make your optimism come true. Think only the best, work only for the best, & expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past & press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that`s in you.
You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to,
it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore
sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you,
but i know the only safe place for us is in my dreams.
(c)vanityqts
move on; he's just a chapter in the past. don't close the book, just turn the page.
And every one of our attempted conversations ends with me in your arms, our lips pressed together. Every one of our attempts at being friendly ends with us realizing that we can't be "just friends."
I'm tired of getting my hopes up, I'm tired of hoping this time would be different. I'm tired of falling in and out of love. I'm tired of being played with and playing with peoples hearts. I'm tired of being just friends, and hoping for so much more. I'm tired of it all; I'm tired of being tired.
you left a huge mark on me. one you'll never imagine. i cant even go to the movie theater without remembering all our memories we shared there together. i cant go to the park without thinking about the long days we spent just acting goofy together. i mean its gotten so bad that even when i walk onto my own porch, i still remember your face of how scared you looked when you first came over. we had some good times, and it hurts that you're letting them go. i know i wont, but i'll let you think i don’t remember. i'll let you think that i don’t know you think about them too. i know you do, i know when you see me, or the next time you come up on my block. you'll remember, you'll smile and you wont realize it. but i'll never let you know i can tell you still feel it.
We can't go back to how things used to be. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. It's not my fault, so don't blame me. You're the one who decided to leave.
he was everything i ever wanted and everything i hated. he was the world's biggest jerk, but the sweetest one i ever met. he's stubborn as hell, but i find it kinda cute. he looks like he could beat anyone up without difficulty, but he has the most sensitive touch. he isn't mine, but i so desperately need him to be.
[cantstopmyshine]
After us, I questioned what I ever saw in you. But a few months later, you texted me with just a smiley face. And from there, I had absolutely no questions;; I knew exactly why I fell for you in the first place.
you made your choice, and it wasn't me. so if one day you try to come back and the choice is mine, it won’t be you. karma hurts, baby
It's amazing, some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything; nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it.
I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine, and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. Every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin.
Too bad it was always so soft. I can still feel you. I think I always will.
do you even wonder? i mean about us, what happened? it was almost like our relationship was a piece of paper crumbled up and thrown away; forgotten. what might have happened if we didn't throw it away? maybe we would still be together or maybe not. or maybe secretly we haven't thrown it away yet. we're saving it because we're hoping someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. or maybe it's not even that we want it back, maybe it's that we don't want to lose what we had, but at the same time, we know it's already lost. i wonder that a lot, and i wonder if you wonder sometimes too.
I try to talk to you but I don't know what to say. I'm afraid you don't want me to say anything, so I don't. But inside me there are words waiting to come out and tell you how I feel. But those words may forever stay in my heart, locked inside. Sometimes, I wonder if there are words locked inside you. But I guess I'll never know.
Do you ever miss me? Do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall just so you could see me look at you and smile? Do you miss our conversations? And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understood? Do you ever miss any of that? I think maybe I do, because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what you're doing just so you can look into my eyes like you used too. And even though it only lasts for two seconds, for those moments everything feels right. Do you miss that? I can't be the only one who does.
yeah, she may be here for you right now. but i bet you that she will leave you. and too be honest i hope i'm around when karma bites you in the ass, when you have what you put me through done right back to you to see how you cope. because unlike everyone else, i've been here this whole time all along. and if that make's me sound pathetic, okay. just know that before you know it i'm gonna be gone for good.
It's not okay because he made me laugh. Because I didn't have to pretend to be anything other than who I am when I was with him. Because I don't believe that stuff about finding your other half, but because I do believe that what you look for is someone who makes you a better person when you're with them. who changes you for the better, who makes you the best person you can possibly be, and because I thought I had found that in him.
he looks at me and says, "girl get over it". Now i can see that you were never worth it. and when shes gone, remember you once loved her, you once needed her. you once cared about her more than anything in the world. you can't deny that she was ever there. you cant deny what you had. you cant deny that it ended over absolutely nothing. you can't deny that regardless, you still think about it, and no other girl could ever love you the way she did. one day, you'll realize what you've done, you'll come back, she'll be gone.
i'm sorry to tell you, but i think it's time. "i'm done with him," was the truth. she's moving on without you. you never see tears in her eyes anymore. she smiles more than anything now. don't walk back into her life and expect things to go back how they were, because this time, it's different. this time, you made her realize she can do better.
I know you miss him and I know you think you can’t be without him. I know he told you he loved you and I know he said he'd never leave. I know although you knew you shouldn't have believed that, you did and I know you want him more than anything. I know you spend extra time doing your makeup and hair perfect just in case he looks your way and I know secretly, you want to bump into him anywhere you go. I know you get that feeling when you walk past him and I know you just want him to look your way. I know he called you his baby and his number one and I know he told you he loved you at the end of each of his texts. I know he told you after he's caused you so much pain. I know your face lights up at the mention of his name and I know that you were his world and I know he made you happy. I know you re-read the saved texts from him that you should of deleted ages ago and I know you can’t figure out what’s making you still like him so much even you’re scared to talk about him to your friends because you don’t want them to know how amazing he is. I know you still get that tingle feeling if he so much as looks as though he's looking your way and I know that the whole day you'll be analyzing what that look meant. I know you know he used you and I know you always forgave him for all his faults no matter what. I know you smile bigger, talk louder and laugh more when you see him anywhere near and I know that’s because you just want him to notice you again. I know you compare every guy to him and I know you'd do anything to prove your love for him. I know you take out his mistakes out on everyone but him and I know you don't mean to. I know you read your saved msn conversations you had with him every night and I know you cry every time. I know you think you won't care for anyone as much as you care for him and I know you tell everyone you’re 'obviously' over him. I know that you don't know that I can see right through that. I know you listen to the songs that remind you of him every night and I know you cry yourself to sleep. I know you'd do anything to be perfect for him and I know if it meant you had to stab yourself the next day after seeing him, if it meant spending a whole day with him, you'd do it. I know you can't figure out what’s so different about him to all the other guys you've been with previously and I know he's the reason you look in the mirror too much. I know you get that feeling every time you get a text, just because of the slight chance it might be him and I know anyone can see the hurt in your eyes when you find out it isn't. I know you can’t figure out why he left you and I know you'll never get an answer to that question. I know that. Trust me. Now listen. I know he doesn't miss you and I know he doesn't look at you twice. I know that if he does catch your eye it's because you’re staring at him and he's just looking around. I know your texts to him were deleted a long time ago, along with the msn conversations and I know he's dating a new girl now. I know for a fact that he doesn't compare her to you. I know he doesn't have feelings for you anymore and I know he just doesn't care. I know he doesn't care about you no more. He never did. Trust me. I should know. I know you can relate to everything I said because he made us all feel the same. Do me a favour please? When he's done with his current girlfriend pass this onto her. I know you will because you appreciate this as much as I did when it got passed to me. Knowing you’re not the only girl he's hurt though, makes you feel better I guess. I wonder how many more girls he’s gonna hurt.
Even though I'm moving on, I will never forget you. All because you were my first true love. And there will come a time in my life when I will thank you for that because by you breaking my heart, it made me a little bit stronger and you made me a little bit closer to finding the one that I'm meant to spend the rest of my life with. The scary thing is; all the pain you put me through, with a snap of your fingers I'd run back so fast. So I bet you love to know you can have me at any moment if you want.
Yeah but even when you're here, you're gone. I miss the old you, and I know lately I haven't been the easiest person to be around, but can we just rewind, restart, relove.
I just wanna get to the point where no matter what happen,
no matter how long we go without being together,
no matter how many fights we get in, that all we need is a kiss
& suddenly we remember why we love each other so much.
how come i can fall so easily for you?
all you have to do is say hey and i'll wind back up liking you.
the same thingalways happens. we get into a fight
and some how we end up forgiving each other
and i fall back into some trap of yours i say
i could care less but who am i fooling?
"i want you to listen to this song because it tells the story of you and me,
i want you to listen tp the meaning, maybe you will finally understand
how i will never ever forget about you, and how much i will always care about you."
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[cantstopmyshine]
When I think of you and me and what we shared, I know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights we spent by the sea, a "fling" at that, in the long run, would mean absolutely nothing. That's why I don't tell people about us. They wouldn't understand, and I don't feel the need to explain, simply because I know in my heart how real it was, how real this is. When I think of you I can't help smiling, knowing that you've completely me somehow. I love you, not just for now, but for always, and I dream of the day that you'll take me in your arms again
I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you
It’s upsetting to think that someone can, after so long, so many memories and so much love, just turn around and say, “Sorry, I don’t love you anymore.” After everything they have gone through, it hurts to think about how somebody can change their mind on such a thing as their love for another. I can’t even begin to understand the reasons behind this. I know things change and nothing lasts, but I just can’t seem to comprehend how can a feeling change, just like that, in a blink of an eye? And it scares me, so much.
The secret smiles, the awkward silences, the sideway glances;those days are gone
I get that. And you know what? i’m fine with it, but let me set a couple things straight.
First off, I don’t know why I loved you. All I know is that did.Maybe it wasn’t true love, but it was the closest thing I’ve ever felt to it.And even though I didn’t get my perfect happy ending, even though you chickened out and left me hanging like an idiot.I still believe you’re a good person, and I wish you the best. I really do. So go out there and find whatever makes you happy, although I’m pretty sure you’ve already found it. The memories are starting to blur around the edges, but God knows I could never completely forget you.Do you understand what I’m saying? I’m saying that whether it’s a good or bad thing, you’re the reason I am who I am today.I hope you know that you were once the most important person in my life for a very long time.You were the guy I thought about while listening to all those songs, the one guy who made me actually look forward to waking up in the morning, You were the guy who could make or break me, who had my heart, but never bothered to do anything about it. You’ll be the high school heartache I’ll tell my kids about.
Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person,
but when you see him smile you suddenly realize,
you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of
knowing that he will never be yours.
What's even harder than not having you, than knowing you hurt me,
than knowing you don't know what you want, than knowing you're too busy for me,
than knowing you aren't hurting, than knowing she means more to you,
than knowing I couldn't trust you, than knowing i will never trust you,
than knowing this wasn't enough, is knowing I was never enough,
and just simply knowing.
I need to do this. I need to prove to you that I can make it on my own.
I need to prove to myself that I am strong enough to live my life to the fullest,
without relying on you to hold me together. I need to move on.
I need to get over this stumbling block, because I want to be happy again.
I want to be able to smile and laugh and make a joke
without knowing in my heart that the joy I show is just a lie.
I need to stop missing you. I need to stop caring.
our time has come and gone, and whether I like it or not, I need to move on with my life.
I need to leave you behind and make myself strong and independent.
I just need to stop needing you
Do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life?
Just because you miss him when the world is quiet and
you feel alone doesn't mean you love him.
You will miss anyone when you're lonely. Its when your life is going great and
you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn't there to see the genuine smile
on your face and happiness in your life.
And i hope you know, i sit here almost every night staring at my phone.
waiting for your name to come up on the screen. and it never does.
i hope you know i pray for you. PRAY for you.
your all i think about, every second of every day. i can barely write a
complete sentence without messing up because im thinking of that stupid
smile of yours. i do all these things for you baby, and i wonder
do i ever even cross your mind? even for a little while?
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you, and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can't just be your buddy because as much as I enjoy the concept of being "just friends" in reality it's a bizarre form of torture and i'm just not willing to participate. So right now, what I wanna do is just move on, and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.
you were my life. my world. my everything.
you took my heart and put it in a little box labeled fragile for a few months. you then were moving some stuff around, completely looked over the fact the box said fragile, in big black letters, dropped it, walked all over it, completely destroyed it then picked all the little pieces back up, put it in the box, & crossed off fragile & wrote broken.
yet again she lied in bed with her eyes too blurred to read her screen. The messages coming from the boy who broke her heart saying he wants to see her again soon.**
(c)quotes_are_lifex3
I remember all the late night talks and all the words I was so comfortable saying to him that I never would have been able to say to anyone else. I remember all the songs that take me back and make me smile. I remember all the promises, the ones we both knew would be broken. I remember all the moments he took my breath away and how he knew more about me that I thought anyone could. I remember the games we'd play cause we talked about so much I couldn't think of anything else to say. I thought about what kind of person could have thrown that all away and hurt someone that much. going into it, I never thought that it would have ended like that. After wanting someone for so long, it's supposed to be perfect, right? And everything should last forever. But he fell out of love, and when you love someone, you just want them to be happy. Even if their happiness doesn't involve you.
You have given and taken a lot from me. You gave me a reason to smile,
but you took away my ability to love anybody else
Do you remember when the only time you felt that empty feeling was when you fell off the swings and got the wind knocked out of you? When you cried all day because you scraped your knee? It seems so dumb now to have cried about those things, but you were young. You were hurting. But doesn't that mean, five or ten years from now, you'll look back and think it was dumb to cry over him? Yeah, you are still young, and you're still hurting. But honey, it's not going to matter later on in life. All he is, is a scraped knee and a fall that knocked the wind out of you.
i tried to tell myself that you're gone, but it just won't sink in. no matter what i do,
i'm still missing and thinking about you. i'm tired of feeling this way.
i know it would be right for me to let go, but no matter how much i tell myself to do it, i can't.
i tell myself that it's better to never see you again, but no matter how much i try to forget it,
it always makes me remember all the good times we had, and even the bad and how much
i regret the things i've done, all the things i've said. and you know i'm sorry,
but sorry just doesn't cut it for you anymore; i've said it too many times.
i just can't seem to find the words to tell you how sorry i really am.
i think about you everyday; i can't get you out of my mind.
maybe the reason i can't get you out is because you're supposed to be there. i miss you.
Take every chance you get. Because honestly no matter where you end up,
or who you end up with, it always ends up the way it should be.
Your mistakes are what makes you the person you are today.
You learn & grow with each choice. Make everything you do worth it.
Live your life as if there won't be any tomorrow.
Say how you feel, always be you, & be okay with it.
After all this time
I still can’t forget about you.
I wish it were easier to do.
As easy as it was to waste my time on you.**
[c] Ctuskey
The night we talked; We talked about life, about our times together.
Maybe we aren't the same two kids we once were, but some things never change.
Some things last & even though I didn't know what was going to happen to us
or where we were going, I just knew I couldn't let you out of my life.
I have never been strong enough to stay. People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn’t. staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing. Staying right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.
Here comes the big punch line I've been dying to give.I don't really need you like I used to,and you can walk out that door,through the back woods and pretend we never happened. It'll all be the same, but you'll be the coward. You were the one always looking for a way out
And even though my gut said "don't trust him." Even when my heart begged me not to let you break it again. And even still when my head told me that you couldn't change, I ignored it. I let you back into my life, and I believed your promises, and hoped that this was the time you had finally listened. You assured me that you wouldn't go back to her, to treating me like that, to acting like I'd never been there. Good God, I even prayed that you would finally see me like I saw you. But in the end, I guess I was the dumbass for ignoring all the signs. So here's to hoping that I'll be able to cut you out of my life, because it's not fair to me. I deserve so much better than you.
I don't know how to handle this, handle you telling her all the things you use to tell me, like she is one uping me just because I'm not around anymore. Maybe she is prettier than I and has a smile that makes your heart melt warmer than mine did, but to act as if I never existed, I don't know how to deal with that kind of pain, I'm not strong enough for that.
today we had our first decent conversation, we finally talked about the normal everyday life & not about how much you hurt me. It brought back the old memories of when you used to make me smile & laugh and how much i loved being around you. With these memories now fresh in my mind, it scares me..i dont want to fall for you again but theres something in your eyes that makes me go crazy, all i have to say is dejafuckingvu.
[cantstopmyshine]
After all the lies and the cheating, she still keeps her head up high. She finally realizes you're not worth it and she doesn't need you.
You can't just give up when the "spark" is gone. That's what's so different between you and all the other guys I've liked. Sure, you're different... but not in a good way. You're just a typical boy, unintentionally dragging along a girl because you're not sure what you want. Honestly, all these mixed signals - what do you want? Either you want me or you don't. But I'm not going to stick around, waiting for a response. Because you're opinion won't matter. I'm different from all the other girls, you'll realize that.
I was mid-laugh when you called. just reading your name from my phone stunned me so fiercely that for two seconds, i truly couldn't breathe. and from my sudden silence, all of my friends could tell that it was you.
My biggest mistake wasn't falling for you.
It was thinking you had fallen for me too.
He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong. you gave him your heart and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. and honestly he's not mature enough. he's not smart enough. if he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being and been with you in every spare second he could, but he didn't.
i guess it's just hard talking to you when you were once my everything. i depended on you & you let me down. it's hard to talk to you when every time we do, i feel mad at you. i guess we'll just have to see where life takes us. maybe we're meant to never talk again, maybe we're meant to be friends, or maybe we're meant to be together. we'll just have to wait and see.
I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't handle the emotional pain that you have been putting me through anymore. Even though you refuse to admit to doing anything wrong and you probably never will admit to it. I'm not sorry for anything. Looking back we've both messed up. We've both probably hurt each other more than any other person ever will. You say I've changed, this is true because I don't need you anymore. I finally realized you bring me down more than any other person I've known has. I'm such a stronger person now. You've changed more than you know or will admit to. Tell me I'm wrong, it won't change the truth. You told me I wasn't the person you wanted anymore. I can see that now. What we had was unexplainable and I will never forget or regret it. We've both grown in different directions and I hope those different directions lead us somewhere amazing. I'm upset about what is happening now. However, it hasn't had a huge affect on me like everything else has. For once, I didn't freak out, I didn't break down, I didn't hurt myself. I didn't even post a ridiculous status aim towards you on Facebook either. It just proved to me you're not the person I used to love. I want you to know I am truly happy and think about you from time to time. I am also not mad at you and I do still claim to know you. I hope you have happiness like I do. I hope things don't stay like this
I let you in. You were the first one. Did you know that? I trusted you. They said you might hurt me. Everyone told me not to get my hopes up for you. Bet you didn’t know that. And when everyone doubted, I was there defending you. And then you left it was a horrible feeling, but I put my trust in you. I trusted you wouldn't hurt me. But you did, baby. Why is that? And now you expect me to just keep going and come back to you like nothing happened,
since you left?. I can’t do that.
you broke my heart, for the first time in my life. Heartache is probably the worst & best feeling in the world. Worst because you feel like you will never be able to get back out there and be happy with someone else. But in reality you just think that, truth is you can find someone else again. Its been six months of thinking of you, fighting for you & missing you. You are no longer the last thing i think about before i fall asleep. And the best part about heartache? Its moving on & smiling again. Somebody else has taken control of my mind, i finally got over you & fell for someone else. I know they're not just going to walk away, they promised they wouldnt & i actually believe them.
[cantstopmyshine]
You know, after that day, I changed.
I am no longer the same person I was three weeks ago.
I don't know what is different, but I know I am not the same,
and I know I never will be again.
I am not the same person who believed in fate...
I won't believe in 'signs' anymore, because they really don't mean anything,
no matter how bad you wish or hope they do.
As of right now, I don't even believe in love.
There is no happily ever after, not in this world.
At least not for me. Not now. Not ever.
When i wake up in the mornings its still hard not tosee your "good morning babe'' text message and whenever i have a facebook message my heart jumps because for a split second i hope that maybe its from you, maybe its the message that will bring us back to normal. And even after all this time i hear that song and it still gets me, its still makes me cry. its supposedto get easier and it did for awhile, but everything hascome flooding back and its really hard. I wonder if you ever think of me still, i know i still think of you. I've tried to get over you, and almost have many times,but it's like everytime i'm ready to leave you in the past,you come walking back into my life, but.I'm done now,going to try and move on for good this time. It will be hard,but its what needs to be done.
C. TXTXL
You're the first person that comes to my mind instantly when I'm crying in my room. I want to dial your number so bad and desperately tell you how much you mean to me because you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
Only you make me feel loved and wanted in this cold hearted world. I just want you to tell me everything will be okay, even if they won't.
Why is it that when I feel like I'm almost completely over you,
Something happens that makes all my feelings come rushing back?
I'm tired of crying every day, tired of spending all my time thinking about this, thinking of how good it used to be, of how things went wrong, of whether I can get this back. A person can't live like this. It's like living half a life, like living as an empty shell. I can't do it any more. So it has to stop. Now.
I lost you. I lost the only thing that ever really mattered to me.
I lost the only thing that made me feel alive. I loved you with all my heart, but I guess that wasn't enough.
it's like a weight has been lifted, i can finally breathe. not worry aboutwhat he will say, or when he would've finallystopped ignoring me. because now i no longer care.he doesn't concern me. i just wonde if he'll come back to me somedaywishing he never screwed things up.but if this is the way it was meant to be,then i'm honestly okay with that. this time, i'm okay.i've realized it's not boys who make or break you,it's only you who decides. so no matter what happens,i'll be just fine. i've already got all that i need.
one day he'll wake up and realize how amazing she really was
and when that day comes she will be waking up next to the man who already knew
"My friends all say that I should stop talking to him, but I think he misses me,
and I like that. I miss him. I feel if I stay in touch with him, it will remind me of how great I am,
and eventually he will realize that we should be together again"
-He's Just Not That Into You
I don't understand how i can still like you and still want to be with you
after all the crap you put me through. Its like no matter what you do, I'll still like you.
don't you hate that? like bad guys, you're like, i just want to get over you.
i just want you out of my life. and as soon as you stop thinking about them,
they'll send you a text message or they'll call you cause they know
you just stopped thinking about them. it's like a radar.
[the hills]
i really want to get in his head, and know if it's really over.. because to me, it's not. and i know if he came back right now i'd drop everything, that's so sad to say.. i probably still would, even a year from now, and that's even sadder.. probably would until i found something remotely close to what i had with him.
that should be me, holdin your hand that should be me, makin you laugh that should be me, this is so sad that should be me, that should be me that should be me feelin' your kiss that should be me, buyin you gifts this is so wrong, i cant go on.
I don’t mean to close the door but for the record my heart is sore you blew through me like bullet holes left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul you left me broke down begging for change.
i get the whole "hes the only guy i've ever really been in love with" part. it's hard to let go, hard to move
on to someone else and think you'll never find anyone with such characteristics or chemistry like you two had,
but i promise you, once you let go and move on, you'll find out that, deep down, the only feelings you
have for him might be just the fact that you'll always love him. you may not want him back,
you might just be scared to move on without him.
(c)quotes_are_lifex3
I watched as one of my best friends gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind. Even though her heart was broken and her mind confused, she kept going strong. She didn’t fall for his tricks a second time like every other girl. I think this set her apart from them, and made him want her more. But you know what? It’s his loss, because he taught her that there’s always going to be that one boy you can’t forget, but just because he’s addictive doesn’t mean he’s worth keeping around. It took every ounce of strength to forget about him and even then he’s still in her mind. But she’s learning to let go, and he’s learning how much of a mistake he made by messing things up the way he did. One day he’s going to look to his side and wish she was there but by the time that happens she will have moved on and fallen for someone else. It’s every day people like this who are the definition of bravery. - morgiiedee
This is for every time you built me up just to make me cry. This is for all those things you said that turned out to be a lie. This is for every day I spent alone and I couldn't get out of bed. This is for every night I couldn't sleep cos you were in my head. This is for every promise you made and then later on you broke. This is for all the lies behind every word you spoke. This is for every time you brought me down and made me feel like dirt. This is for the way I feel every time I see you with her. This is for all this time I kept my stupid dream. This is for all the signs I knew I should have seen. This is for missing you every time I'm having fun. This is for loving you, despite everything you've done.
"I'm torn between wanting you back, and kicking you in the balls"
I dont even know you anymore. We're barely friends, we used to be lovers. I remember when I was all that you were living for. I just want to forget about you. I wish I could be friends with you, but every time I hear your name, I still feel a little something that I can't let go of.
My life is mine & no stupid bitches, or immature boys can mess it up anymore. i'm the real deal and if you want to, i'd love to see you try & fucking break me.
she laughs a little and smiles a lot. her friends make sure that she stays okay. you walk on by and she doesn't give you a second thought. she's getting used to you not being in her life. or at least it seems that way.
You ask why i don't trust you? well, I think it would be obvious. You call me beautiful one day, you deliberately make me feel special, you end the conversation with charm, & flattery and talk of beginning again tomorrow. Tomorrow comes. You walk right by me in the hallway, you don't blink an eye. we don't talk. I check my phone every ten seconds, with nothing changing. I can't keep up with your mood swings, especially when you offer no explanation. I was counting on you. You may have been fooling around, but I freaking believed. You make me believe, no matter what. And I think you know that. that is why I don't trust you. Bastard.
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